So it has been quite awhile since I have written in my blog, but it has also been about a month since I have cammed. Life has been quite hectic. I like to keep things honest in my blog and with my followers so I will update you a bit with what has been going on.
So about a month ago I came down with a really bad cold and it last for about 2 weeks, well actually I still have some symptoms but it seems that the worst is gone. So pretty much I was going to be back on cam the Friday after my roommate moved because we have discussed that he was moving on October 1st, and unfortunately I ended up rushing out the door one day and fractured my ankle. The technical term is an ankle avulsion which pretty much means my tendon pulled a piece of my bone off, as gross as that sounds it is actually almost similar to a sprain but sometimes it requires a cast. So I pretty much fractured my ankle and then my roommate moved out so I had absolutely no help and things became complicated and I wasn't even able to cam just sitting down because I had other life issues to attend to and unfortunately it was a bit more of a struggle than I fully intended. I had insurance issues and life, so pretty much I said, "Fuck the crutches and the splint" and I called it a day. The pain is starting to subside and I am hoping to get back to camming soon if life will allow it. I can't really even explain how thankful I am for my followers being so patient and wishing me well while I am having a hard time. I actually owe someone a password show who already paid about 2 weeks ago along with owing someone a custom video who paid around the same time but got some of his stuff..but as long as I kept everyone updated they seemed to understand which is wonderful and I sincerely appreciate it.
That is the thing about camming, you have these assholes who think you are a sex robot but at the same time you have people who are genuine and understand life happens. I think that is why I love this "job" so much. I can have my own schedule and know I can come back to those who are loyal when I am able to if something happens. Some girls who are just beginning wonder if its really hard because people are so demanding, and can honestly be really rude. I think that is one of the easiest parts honestly. I love keeping in contact with followers on social media and messenger programs, and getting online after awhile and having people tell me they missed me and are actually interested in what happened and why I was gone for that period of time. Aside from getting my lazy butt off the couch to do my make up and set up the cam environment is honestly disappointing my follows. Sometimes life does happen and people do pay for certain things and I can provide them right away..I tend to try to do whatever I can to make it up to them, sometimes even offering additional content. My "followers" aren't only my followers, I also feel like they are my friends and over the past 2 years I have gotten to know them quite well and it's nice. I have met so many wonderful people who have genuine souls. The thing about Chaturbate is that it has the sex portion which is always great (because who doesn't love sex and masturbating) but it also has a personal aspect to it. I think someone on the documentary Cam Girlz described it best...we are therapists who are sexual..but what I think a lot of people don't know is that to some of us girls it is like therapy as well. I mean sure we get out rocks off and make a living, but we also get to talk to someone who specifically comes on to Chaturbate to see us and not only have fun with us but just to even chat with us. It's nice, too many people take themselves for granted and are insecure, but when you are on a site like Chaturbate you can realize people find you incredibly attractive physically or some maybe even mentally.
So that is pretty much the just of what is going on lately and a bit of a rant on how sincere people on Chaturbate can be. I will try to keep this updated more frequently, I just haven't had much time lately. I should be back to camming within the next few days. Keep an eye out for me. If you have yet to follow me...look on my blog there is a link somewhere ;)
